Life goes on...

I've lost 4.5 lbs in one week. I am damn proud. I am Hammer AZA's advisor. I am damn proud. I am looking into new schools to go to after I didn't know what I was doing at Western. I am damn proud. I am living my life the way I should. I'm giving back to myself what I deserve. I am learning more about myself with the time I have off and what I am doing with it than I ever learned about myself in school. I want to go back to school to realize what I want to do with my life.

I miss my friends at school, but I'm becoming better friends with people at home. I feel that this is the time of my life to really make something of myself and I am. People call me "ballsy" to quit eating fast food and my friend quit smoking and write about it. And if you've ever seen my balls you would know I AM BALLSY!

The past couple of days my friends have eaten food in front of me that I can't eat and I haven't really cared. My favorite was when my mom called me to pick her up food. I was at seven eleven picking myself up some bread and cottage cheese (no I didn't eat them together), and my mom asked me to get her a pizza. It was funny because I didn't have one craving for it. I really didn't mind if she ate the pizza in front of me. I didn't mind if the pizza fell under my nose right next to my mouth. I still wouldn't have eaten it. I feel like if I want to I really have will power. I never knew I had such will power before. But I know I will be using it a lot the next few months.

Always remember what you do with your life is your choice. I might have taken a few steps the wrong way but I feel that I am back on my path. I might slip and scrape my knee, or I might fall into a pit of poo throwing monkeys but I will be able to say that I went down the right path and I am better for it. My life is good right now and I want to thank Gertz for agreeing to this bet because that only made my life better. Damn proud.